ive been seriously considering joining the air force. im sick of living with my mom all she does is complain and whine about how we never have enough money and im sick of it. its not my fault we have no money. SHE keeps over withdrawing from her bank AND going to those stupid loan shark places. im sick of being around her drama. shes never happy....ever! i want live on my own. i thought about rooming with one of my besties but thats not possible because they are all in college living with their parents or in the dorms so thats a no go. all i can think of now is the air force. when my mom was in they paid for her room and board and she could eat at the mess hall free. so she really didnt have to pay for anything. i figure this could be a good opportunity to FINALLY be able to save money seeing as how i have payed most if not all the bills since i was 17. her drama is really depressing and im sick of it . she also wants to kick me out because apparently im taking to long to get a job so i can pay all the bills again ANY HOO!!! if any of you have been in the USAF can you share your experiences and opinions and knowledge about it. it would be much appreciated.

this is exactly how i am D: GOT ME IN 3 QUESTIONS!!!!

here it is [link] if you wanna take it.

"I need to understand the world"



Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful.



How to Get Along with Me

• Be independent, not clingy.

• Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.

• I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.

• Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable.

• Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity.

• If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.

• don't come on like a bulldozer.

• Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.



What I Like About Being a FIVE

• standing back and viewing life objectively

• coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects

• my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure

• not being caught up in material possessions and status

• being calm in a crisis



What's Hard About Being a FIVE

• being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world

• feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all

• being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be

• watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally



FIVEs as Children Often

• spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on

• have a few special friends rather than many

• are very bright and curious and do well in school

• have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers

• watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information

• assume a poker face in order not to look afraid

• are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict

• feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected



FIVEs as Parents

• are often kind, perceptive, and devoted

• are sometimes authoritarian and demanding

• may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate

• may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions

Where were you 3 hours ago?
in school

2. Who are you in love with? no one at the mo


3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? yesh. it was........waxeh


4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a post it note

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
years ago

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yes holy sox lol

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
i dont have one at all


8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
last month?


9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope


10. Are you hot?
not hot. but i guess handsome?????? some one correct me if I'm wrong.


11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
apple juice


12. What are you wearing right now?
shorts shirt sox....underwear


13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
i dont have one!!!!


14. Last food that you ate?
burgers

15. Where were you last week at this time?
same place as now

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
no

17. When is the last time you ran?
last month

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
football

19. What is your favorite animal?
dogs

20. Your dream vacation?
to go to japan!!!!!

21. Last person's house you were in?
my own

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
i stabbed my hand by accident

23. Have you been in love?
once

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
my dad. and my uncle

25. Last play you saw?
i dont even remember

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
ha i dont have one. even if i did it wouldn't work.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
schoooooool work.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
i dont have a myspace any more

29. Next trip you are going to take?
japan hopefuly

30. Ever go to camp?
yes

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
nope

32. What do you want to know about the future?
nothing

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
does deodorant count?

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
been due for 3 years.

35. Where is your best friend?
which one?

36. How is your best friend?
which one!?

37. Do you have a tan?
born with it!

38. What are you listening to right now?
my cpu fan

39. Do you collect anything?
stamps and coins

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
my sister

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
last year

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes

43. What does your last text message say?
i dont have a cell phone

44. Do you like hot sauce?
i have 4 different bottles!

45. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday

46. Do you need to do laundry?
yes

47. What is your heritage?
Black French German and Irish

48. Are you someone's best friend?
i hope so

49. Are you rich?
pfffffffffffffffffffft no

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
sleeping

[]I have read a lot of books.
[]I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[]I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[]I have been to Canada.
[]I have been to Europe.
[x]I have watched cartoons for hours.
[x]I have tripped UP the stairs.
[]I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[x]I have been snowboarding/skiing. (face planted all day )
[x]I have played ping pong.
[]I swam in the ocean.
[]I have been on a whale watch.
[x]I have seen fireworks.
[x]I have seen a shooting star.
[]I have seen a meteor shower.
[]I have almost drowned.
[x]I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[x]I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.
[x]I have had stitches.
[]I have had frostbite.
[]I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[x]I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[]I currently have a job.
[]I have been ice skating.
[x]I have been rollerblading
[x]I have fallen flat on my face.
[x]I have tripped over my own two feet.
[]I have been in a fist fight.
[x]I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[x]I have watched the power rangers.
[x]I attend Church regularly.
[x]I have played truth or dare.
[x]I have already had my 16th birthday.
[x]I have already had my 17th birthday.
[]I've called someone stupid.
[x]I've been in a verbal argument.
[]I've cried in school.
[]I've played basketball on a team.
[x]I've played baseball on a team.
[x]I've played football on a team.
[]I've played soccer on a team.
[]I've done cheerleading on a team.
[]I've played softball on a team.
[x]I've played volleyball on a team.
[]I've played tennis on a team.
[]I've been on a track or cross country team.
[x]I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[]I've bungee jumped.
[]I've climbed a rock wall.
[x]I've lost more than $20.
[x]I've called myself an idiot.
[x]I've called someone else an idiot.
[x]I've cried myself to sleep.
[x]I've had (or have) pets.
[]I've owned a spice girls CD.
[]I've owned a britney spears CD.
[]I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[]I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[]I've mooned someone. (HA! I NEED TO HOP ON THAT lol)
[]I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[]I've been in the newspaper.
[]I've been on TV.
[]I've been to Hawaii.
[]I've eaten sushi.
[]I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[x]I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[x]I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[]I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[x]I've watched the 3 stooges.
[x]I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica. ( ill never get that time back )
[x]I've watched Looney Tunes. (part of my child hood)
[]I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[x]I've been called a geek.
[x]I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade. ()
[x]I've not studied at all for a test and aced it. ()
[x]I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[]I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[]I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[]I've written poetry.
[]I've been arrested.
[x]I've been attracted to someone much older than me. (yeaa she was very purty )
[x]I've been tickled till I've cried.(almost wizzed my pants too!)
[x]I've tickled someone else until they cried. (muahahahahhahhaha)
[x]I've had/have siblings. (an older sis and a twin sis )
[]I've been to a rock concert.
[x]I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it. (good stuffs)
[x]I've been in a play. (and hated every one of them)
[x]I've been picked last in gym class.
[x]I've been picked first in gym class.
[x]I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[x]I've cried in front of my friends.
[x]I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[x]I've played Halo 2. (life bread man...life bread)
[]I've freaked out over a sports game.
[]I've been to Alaska.
[]I've been to China.
[]I've been to Spain.
[]I've been to Japan. (i wanna go soooo bad)
[]I've had a fight with someone on AIM.
[x]I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[x]I've had serious conversations using IM.
[x]I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[x]I've been forgiven.
[]I've screamed at a scary movie.
[]I've cried at a chick flick. (pffffffffttt i aint no pansy )
[x]I've watched a lot of action movies. (luvem)
[x]I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[]I've been to a rap concert.
[]I've been to a hip hop concert.
[x]I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[x]I've driven on the highway/been on the highway. ( i almost flipped the car!!!)
[x]I've driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day
[x]I've been in a car accident.
[]I've done drugs.
[x]I've been homesick.
[x]I've thrown up. (who hasnt....honeslty now)
[]I've puked on someone.
[x]I've been horseback riding.
[x]I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.
[x]I've spoken my mind in public.
[x]I've proved someone wrong. (ha many times)
[x]I've been proven wrong by someone. (many times!!!!)
[]I've broken a leg.
[]I've broken an arm.
[x]I've fallen off a swing. (PAAAAAAAAIIIIINNNN)
[]I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight
[x]I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies. (where pooh? hes in the toilet!/loo! you like how im being cross country friendly here )

[x]I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[]I've lost my backpack.
[x]I've come close to dying. (many times!!!)
[x]I've seen someone die. (on teh intranets.)
[]I've known someone who has died.
[]I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[]I've done modeling.
[x]I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[x]I've taken something/someone for granted.
[x]I've realized how good my life is.
[x]I've counted my blessings.
[x]I've made fun of a classmate. (i wish i knew where they were so could apologize )
[x]I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[x]I've slapped someone in the face.(WITH BACON!!! )
[x]I've been skateboarding. (and got scarez from it too)
[x]I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[x]I've lied to someone to their face.(who hasn't!)
[x]I've told a little white lie. (WHO HASN'T!!!)
[x]I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[x]I've fainted. and hit my head ont he toilet/loo
[]I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not
[x]I've pushed someone into a pool.
[x]I've been pushed into a pool.
[x]I've been/are in love. once a looooooong time ago

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting” you. ( D:< )
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (yeahhhh)
[] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks. (alll the time!!!)
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.(
[x] You have been called a blond. (im not blonde )

TOTAL: 5

[] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.(too much)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (like 3 times a week!!)

TOTAL: 7

[] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[] You type with three fingers or less. (I TYPE WITH 4!!!!)
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (my uh...kitchen rug)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.(agreed sprite does burn D
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.(oh lawd...)

TOTAL: 10

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (when im talking...its really annoying because ill be like...."uhhhh what was i saying again?")
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about. (see above)
[] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 13

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.(yesssssss)
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.(dreamweaver homework )
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.(geeze i do that all the time too :/)
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 17

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[] You break a lot of things.(/=kindaaaa)
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.()
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.(well..it only has 3 wheels :/)
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.(its fun!!)
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means. (it does?)
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.(maybe e_e....)

TOTAL: 24

GRAND TOTAL: 24

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am ___% Mentally ill.